Chapter 53
still Bethany's POV
“You need to leave here right now Beth, don't make me hurt you” He repeated sternly, grinding his teeth angrily as his throa bobbled up and down. I still don't get why he is pushing me away, does he want me to be weak and teary in front of him, is that what he really wants?
Or maybe he is some kind of Dom that prefers his women to be submissive always. Why must he always act so tough and arrogant before me, for ***s sake I'm supposed to be his f*****g mate. And even if he gets to act all macho and tough out there, he shouldn't act that way with me too, he should treat me with love and respect. And if he is actually waiting for me crawl at his feet, crying and begging for him to forgive me and take me back, then he has to think again because I'm f*****g getting tired of his silly attitude, I just can't take it anymore.
“You know what, I think you might actually be right, Dom. I'm not sorry, not even a little bit. Yes, I kissed him and I enjoyed every minute of it, so go ahead and kill me if you want to, but 'm f*****g done with all this s**t. Since you've made up your mind about us, then there is no need for me to be holding on to something that never was. I'm leaving with the girls, just th way you always wanted, so good riddance Dominic Rayleigh!" I spat out in disgust turning to head out the door.
“That's right, Beth, go away and never come back here. You can run back to one of your stupid lovers, run back to king Ashford or that dirtbag Miguel. Just get the hell out of my f***g face” He yelled out at me as I approached the door, causin me to still in my movement as I got more upset than I initially was.
This is it...
This is the last straw and this time I really mean it, 'm leaving this asshole to his crazy life, I just can't do this anymore. I turned to him with a smirk on my face, calling out to Alexia to come forth. She refused to obey my words, she knows exactly what I was about to do and she is not in support so she held back from revealing herself. She knows that what I'm about to do is not going to hurt me alone, it is going to hurt her as well. We felt the pain and heartbreak when Dominic had rejected us, but accepting his rejection would hurt much more than before. I'm not sure I can bear the pain, I'm not even sure that we would survive it but I'm doing it anyway. I can't let him treat me this way, not anymore. I suppressed her resistance, forcing her forward.
My eyes took on its bright gold color as I stared at him with my wolf's eyes. I think he knows what is about to happen because he sat upright on the bed, looking at me more intently, more closely. It's a good thing that I'm not the only one that would feel the pain this time, he may even feel it more than me and that would make me so damn happy because I'm not sure he felt any pain when he had rejected me. He had been so furious at that moment and he had used his anger to shield his pain, but this time, he would definitely feel it as our bond will be completely severed. I want him to feel pain, much pain, much more than what I had felt when he rejected me. I kept my eyes fixed on him and said the words,
“I, Bethany Delaney, daughter of Alpha Rowley Delaney of the Blue Crescent pack acc...” he was on me before I could finish my words, capturing my mouth in a fiery, passionate kiss, stopping my words with his mouth. I tried to push him away, I triec to stop him, but I just couldn't because he had a firm grip on my hips as he kissed me passionately, giving me no room to break free. After struggling to push him away and failing miserably, I finally gave in and I leaned into the kiss, responding with equal passion and desire, matching his kisses with mine.
He pulled me up to straddle his hips, leaning my back on the wall, placing a soft kiss on my marking spot, causing me to let out a soft moan as I tipped my head backward, granting him more access to my neckline. I leaned down to place a kiss on hi marking spot as well hearing him groan in pleasure as he bucked his hips forward, letting me feel his hardened d**k on my crotch that proves how much he wants to be with me. We both moaned out at the contact, then he intensified our kiss, kissing me more passionately. I tried keeping up with him, but I couldn't, he was kissing me so brutally that I feared my lips would be bruised.
Once more, I tried to break our kiss, but he wouldn't let me, but he wouldn't let me. He was kissing me like his life depended on it, making me go breathless as he pinned my hands up on the wall, making it impossible for me to push him away. 'm a panting mess already and my pant is dripping wet with my arousal, I want him so bad that it hurt me. Being unable to touch him as much as I would want to was making it seem more like a punishment than pleasure. I f*****g need a break, I need to catch my breath, but he isn't letting me, I kept struggling to free my hands, but I couldn't. His grip on me is firm and ironclad dragging my hips was only making it harder because I got to feel his c**k jabbing on my thong and it's making me go crazy a: I wish that his c**k was buried within me right now.
I was still struggling to pull back and catch my breath, then I caught a glimpse of his eyes and I saw that it was pitch black. His eyes were hollow and deep and when I gazed into his dark pools, I saw nothing in there, nothing at all. No feeling and nc emotions, just emptiness and darkness. It was at that point that I realized that it wasn't Dominic, No, he isn't present right now. It's Scott, his wolf. Scott has taken control of him, he is the one prompting him to hold me back. It wasn't Dominic that tried to stop me from severing our bond. Scott had stopped me from accepting his rejection and breaking our bond forever. It hurt me to think that Dominic would have sat right there and watched me walk out of his life. He wouldn't have done anything to stop me, he would have watched me go. And here I was thinking that he is finally coming back to his senses, I thought he has finally realized his mistake, but no. The Almighty King Dominic would never stoop so low as to admit his mistake, Nah, He would never beg anyone, not even his mate. Why the hell is he so stubborn and heartless, why can't he jus love me, why is he being so headstrong and hardhearted?
With all the strength I could muster, I pushed him with so much force that he dropped me immediately. I stumbled a little before I could regain my stamina. “Nice try Scott, but I can’t accept you while he is still acting like a complete a*****e" I let out to Scott, hearing him groan in pain, then I slapped him hard across the face, sending him staggering backward as he hels his chin in pain, glaring furiously at me. I didn't look away this time, I stared right back at him, daring him to hit me back. Bu when he looked back at me, It wasn't Scott that I saw, it was Dominic and he was glaring at me this time, he was simply staring at me with an emotion that I don't really understand. I don’t even want to understand what he's feeling right now, I don't f**+*g care anymore.
“You can't keep treating me this way, Dominic. You have to decide what you want right now Dom, I can't do this anymore. I'm not some play toy that you can toss about as you wish. I just can't take it anymore. Scotch may still want me because he feels the bond more than you, but I can't be mated to your wolf alone, we need you present to make this work and since it's obvious that you don't want this anymore, the least you can do is to try and hold in your wolf so I can get the hell out of here!" I told him pointedly, ignoring Alexia as she howls in my head, begging me to stop fighting with Sour mate. She had als tried to take control when Scott was controlling Dominic, but I didn't let her out, I suppressed her and made sure she did no take control of me, if the had slipped out, even for a little bit, she would never have let me stop Scott, I'm sure they would both have forced us to mate right here, right now.
That would have been so terrible and I'm sure I'm certainly going to regret it. I looked up at him when he didn't say a word. He still has that weird look on his face that makes it look like he has something on his mind. I think he weighing his options, trying to decide if he should give in or not. I won't stand here and let him make a mockery of my feelings and our bond. I jus turned around and walked towards the door, leaving him to his silly thoughts. I pulled the doorknob, opening the door to leave, then suddenly, I felt a warmth on my hands as his hand enclosed mine, pushing the door shut as his other hand went around my waist,
“Please my love, don't go." He whispered softly in my ears as he dropped a light peck on my neck, sending shivers down my spine.