Chapter 44
Bethany's POV
Miserable...
Sad...
Downtrodden...
That is exactly how I feel right now. My spirit is crushed, and my heart is broken. I still can't believe that I had caught Dominic pants down with an ordinary omega. He showed no guilt or remorse, he even ordered me out of his office, treating me like trash. I've never felt this way before, I've never had my heart broken before and that is simply because I have never let anyone into my heart. I just accepted our bond, I just agreed to be with him, but he broke my heart and stomped on it, throwing my love away, disregarding our bond.
I know I said I was going to try and win him back, but not anymore, not when he disrespects me so much, not when he has n respect for our mating bond, none whatsoever. I had even decided to let go of the past, I forgave him for killing my entire family and destroying my home, but he still decided to treat me like a f****g nobody, acting like a don't mean s**t to him. I'm done going after him, he can screw whoever he wants and I won't care, not anymore. I'l live my life as it pleases me, I don't care what he might think or say, I just can't continue this way, I can't keep running after him like a headless chicken, I'm done chasing him.
Now it's time to show him exactly what he is missing. If he thinks that I'l come running back to him after what he had done, then he needs to get his head evaluated, I don't want him anymore, not since I found him f****g that w***e. I was living my life comfortably without him, I'll continue living my life without him. Alexia is hurting even more than me, I feel her pain as she sobs and howls in my head. She still wants him back, I know that there is absolutely nothing she can do right now, she looks so weak, so broken and sad and it's all my fault.
“Bethany, the king wants to see you in his office,’ Bianca told me bluntly, a smug smile on her face, his chest raised high up as she flaunts herself in front of me. I ignored her, acting like she isn't standing right in front of me, reeking of s*. She did not bother having a bath after screwing my man, I guess she wants the other omega's to perceive his scent on her body and know that she just screwed the king. The b***h is marking her territory, claiming him as her man. I won't stoop so low as to fight over a man with this w***e, if she wants him so bad, then she is free to have him. I won't cry or fight over a man, no matter how much I love him
“You can't keep the king waiting for you, he asked for your presence and you have to comply with his order, my Lady” She said mockingly, still flaunting her curvy body in my face. I want to kill this f*****g b***h, I want to sink my canines into her throat and rip off her larynx. It's bad enough that she f***d my man right in front of me, she still had the effrontery to rub i in my face.
“Get your filthy self out of my f****g face Bianca, trust me, you don't want to upset me further. I have no time for the likes o you, now f**k off!” I yelled at her face, my eyes glaring daggers at her. She scoffed at me, making it obvious to me that she hates me as much as I hate her. Why the f**k did he have to send her to my room?
He sent me out of his office in order to be able to f**k her as much as he likes. Now he sends her to come and fetch me like Some w***e that he can have with just a snap of his fingers. I know exactly what he is doing, he is simply taunting me, trying to get me to act rashly so he would find more ways to punish me, but I won't fall for it, Nah, I won't let him know that I'm slowly dying inside. I don't know why I still feel this way about him, I don't know why I still love him so much. I just caught him screwing that w***e, I should hate him, I should despise him completely, but deep within me, I know that I still love him I know that I'll run back to his arms if only he would come back to me.
“Screw you b***h, you can hate me all you want, but I know that it's not my fault that the king chose to be with me and not a we. When you're done being a jealous b***h, you can go over to his office and find out why he asked for you. I don't care i you go or not, in fact, I would rather have you disobey his orders and get into more trouble with him than have to share him with you. Don't you worry your pretty head, my lady, I'l make sure he never misses you while you are locked up in the dungeon, I'll keep his bed warm all night long.” She taunted me even more, before turning to leave my room, banging the door after her, making me even more furious than I already am. I want to hurt this b***h, I want to make her feel so much pain, just like she is doing to me right now.
She may think that she has won right now, but she ain't seen nothing yet, she has no idea what I'm capable of. I don't care if Dominic decides not to be with me, I won't even care if he severe our bond completely, but one thing is certain, I won't let her have him either. I would make sure she never becomes the queen of all wolves, not when I'm still alive. I don't know hou I'm going to do it, but I would never let her have him, she is not fit to rule by his side, she is not fit to be queen. I sat on my bed brooding and plotting my revenge against that w***e and Dominic, then I heard the beeping sound on my phone that alerts me to a new message on my phone. I picked it up and saw a message from Dominic,
“Get your ass over here, right now!" he ordered me like a big brute that he is. I hissed at his message, throwing the phone back into the bedside drawer, choosing to ignore him completely. He has no right to summon me like a common w***e, no right whatsoever. If he thinks that I'm going to come running to his office simply because he asked me to, then he needs to have his head examined by a specialist. I picked the remote and turned on the television, searching for my favorite station t watch.
I did not check my phone and I did not answer him, I ignored him totally, acting like he doesn't even exist. I don't know how long I've been sitting here watching my favorite shows on Zee World, the door suddenly pushed open and he walked in looking so furious. I turned to glance at him before turning back my attention to the screen, acting oblivious to his presence I thought his guilt has set in, I thought he was here to apologize and ask for cheating on me, but no... the great king Dominic was here for something else,
“Where the f**k is Harriet and why did you not respond to me when I called for you, are you trying to get me upset?” he growled at me, his aura too strong to ignore. I jumped up from the bed startled by his tone of voice and the fact that I had totally forgotten about Harriet. I did not even remember calling her to know if she had caught king Ashford’s mole that he had sent to kill the generals. I'd been too preoccupied with my own troubles and I'd completely forgotten about her, who knows if she is okay, what if something terrible has happened to her?
Dear God,
I hope she is okay.
I let my emotions shroud my thought and I completely forgot about our mission to catch the mole and prove to king Domini that I'm innocent, I let her go alone to stop the mole from killing the generals, I was supposed to inform the king about this and get him to order his guards to help us capture the mole, but I got distracted when I caught him digging that b***h. His auras still suppressing me, making it too difficult for me to refuse his command, forcing me to bend to his rule. I shut my eyes firmly, summoning Alexia forward. He may be an Alpha king, but he can't suppress me with his Aura because I am still his mate until I accept his rejection. With Alexia present, I broke free from his suppression, walking out of his sight and heading for the door that he still left ajar.
“Where the hell do you think you're going?” he asked angrily, pulling me back to stand in front of him, forcing me to look up. at him, trapping me between the wall and his muscular body. I shivered at the proximity of his loins to my juicy honeypot. H is still treating me harshly, yet my body keeps responding to his, begging for his touch.
“The next you walk out on me Bethany, I'l have your head for it. Now start talking!” he yelled in anger, making me shiver. I don't even know if I'm shivering in desire or in fear, he is so close to me and I can't think straight anymore. I have to curb these feelings So I don't throw myself at him anymore, I can't let him treat me like a piece of s**t, I have to show him that I' not as cheap as those omega's that throw themselves at him cheaply.
“Harriet and I were trying to catch one of the moles that work for king Ashford, the mole was headed to the hospital to kill the generals that are lying unconscious in the hospital bed. She had asked me to go get help from you while she goes over the hospital and try to stop the mole. I had come to you for help, too bad you were too busy to listen to me because you were taking your time to screw your w***e pretty good. I hope you had a good time because your negligence may have caused us more than we bargained for. I just hope she is still alive when we find her I told him sternly, shoving his hands of my body as I walked out through the door. This time he didn't stop me from leaving, he knows that we have to go and search for Harriet.