Chapter 17
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It's my turn to smile. She knows what she wants and I promised her the truth when she asks me.
~ i follow you. Either way, it was bound to happen. We're way too close for you not to feel it.
- It's much more than feeling it, when we make love and you groan like I moan, you can't imagine how much it resonates with my whole being. I feel it, it's as if it was everywhere but I was the only one who didn't see it, which in view of everything that's been happening to me lately has already crossed my mind.
- Do you think he's invisible?
~ Who knows. “It wouldn't even surprise me, I don't think” she said, laughing.
What can I love when she laughs, when she shows herself in her true light, when she is simple and so beautiful.
“You're going to make me blush,” she said, winking at me.
And what's more, she’s talented. I have to trust her, like she trusts me. She gets up and takes off my t-shirt to give it back me before collecting these clothes. She is determined. And I am won over.
Emma's POV
I think I know, but I feel like I need to see it with my own eyes. I get dressed quickly. My body tells me what I should do, what I should say. I know I fear nothing. My heart is overflowing with sweetness and warmth, it comes from both of us. We are just going to take a new step. This time, I take the keys to my car, it's his turn to get in with me.
- I know the perfect place for that, it's been a year since I found it, when I immersed myself in this one-night-stand relationship. When I realized I needed a place to escape. A small forest, less than twenty minutes from my house.
As soon as he is ready, I take him to the basement and show him my own toy. A pretty little sports coupe which I admit he already given me some good sensations.
“Nice,” he said, looking around.
- And not only that. Come on, get in.
He does so and as soon as we leave the parking lot, he puts his hand on my thigh as he lets himself be led. He's more stressed than he wants you to believe. The journey is done in silence and when I park, I don't see any cars. It must be sai that at this hour, there is never anyone here. Before getting out of the car, I turn to him and smile.
- You're great just the way you are and I guarantee that you and I won't stop tonight. I don’t want it, and you don’t want it either, so there's no reason for it to happen.
- Except maybe when you see him, when you see us. We are part of each other.
- I wouldn't be afraid Dorian. I promise you.
He takes one last breath before getting out of the car. I don't really know what I should do, other than follow him. He hols out a hand for me to follow and we slip between the trees to return without this forest. I see him start to undress, I have say that this thing is off to a pretty good start.
Let him come to you, he said. Do not panic. Ok my beautiful.
- All right.
He kisses me quickly before taking a few steps back and before my eyes the most incredible thing in the world happens. magnificent black wolf appears. A remarkable creature, much larger than a classic Wolf and at the same time much more beautiful. His fur seems so soft that I just want to move forward and touch him. But Dorian told me to let him come, so I stay still while watching him. I recognize those eyes, that unique color.
After a minute of watching us, he steps forward and approaches me. His nose comes to rest on my hand which he sniffs before going up along my body to stop on my mark. Automatically, I tilt my head, as if deep down, I already know what I should do. He grows lightly before giving it a big lick and the next second he's rubbing his head against mine making me smile.
- So it's you I smell when I'm with Dorian, I said, letting one of my hands get lost in his fur.
He growls a little more, shivering, I think he likes the fact that 'm touching him, the fact that 'm not afraid, on the contra itis remarkable and I feel that it will not do me any harm. I then allow myself to be a little more demonstrative while continuing to talk to him. I wrap my arms around his neck while continuing to caress him.
~ You are truly magnificent, I said in his ear.
He sits down facing me without breaking the embrace before giving me a big lick on the cheek which makes me laugh without being able to hold back.
~ I find you very demonstrative, my Wolf, I said to him without losing my smile, which earned me anot her lick.
I never thought I would see this one day. This Wolf is magnificent and at the same time so gentle towards me that it is surprising for an animal of this size.
- You're mine too, aren't you. I can feel it deep in my heart. You are mine, as I am yours, my Wolf.
His growl is almost a purr and while I'm lost in contemplation, a howl draws our attention more than mine. He stands up and stands in front of me as if trying to protect me before growling fiercely.
I only understand what happens when another Wolf shows the tip of its muzzle. Unlike Dorian, he is entirely light gray, almost silvery, but is as imposing as him. His posture is not at all friendly, he reveals impressive fangs.
I move a little closer to my magnificent Wolf and place a hand on him. It is then that I notice that this enemy is observing me and that there is almost sadness in his eyes. Immediately my chest tightens. Why does he look so familiar to me? Why am I not afraid of him?
He takes a step in my direction but my Wolf growls so loudly that my whole body shakes. I don't like what's happening. I don't like what's happening between them at this precise moment. Its as if they were on the verge of fighting, as if a war was on the verge of breaking out between them.
This stranger does not seem to be impressed by my Wolf's demonstration and continues to advance towards me. I'm sure know it, have already felt it, just those eyes make me understand it. Its like he needs me, like I can help him. However, I don't move, I stay running my fingers through this abysmal fur.
And at one point, he takes the extra step towards me and my Wolf in turn advances to stand against this enemy. My body acts before I even think about it, I move quickly to place myself between them, to block out this chattering aggression th: floats in the area. My arms tense and each of my hands rests on them.
- I'm ready to see a lot of things, but certainly not two magnificent creatures killing each other before my eyes.
None of them move, as if I had some strange power over them, as if I had a role to play in this duel. This stranger even allows himself to lick my hand which makes my Wolf growl a little louder who does not appreciate this gesture.
- I find you very provocative, I said, turning towards this stranger. And you, my Wolf, I said, addressing Dorian. Have I ever given you a reason to doubt me? Let's go home, handsome brown. You showed me what I wanted to see and you and I wi have many more opportunities to get to know each other.
I remove my hand from this other Wolf to concentrate on him, to take him in my arms before whispering in his ear.
- 1 don’t want my first memory of you to be of a fight. You are magnificent, let me keep that in mind until our next meetin my Wolf.
He gives me a big lick on the cheek before placing his head against my mark which makes this stranger groan. But I don't care, the feeling of his head on my mark is stronger than anything, stronger than what's around me. He steps back slight before changing back into his human form, before changing back into Dorian and quickly getting dressed. He grabs my hand to pull me against him before kissing me and saying,
- You weren't afraid, my dear.
- Of course not handsome brown. Let's go back now. I want to have you all to myself, I said, putting my arms around his neck.
- You already have me all to yourself, Emma.
We leave the forest without looking back at this other Wolf and when we get into the car, I hear him howling to death. A heartbreaking complaint that makes me feel bad for him. Which even manages to hurt me.
- He's in so much pain.
~ I know, my dear. It is not your fault. He made his own choices and sometimes accepting them is more painful than anything.
- Certainly.
I don't really understand the meaning of what he just said to me but I start the car and drive us back to my house. As I close the door to my apartment, I feel a slight tension in the area and it is confirmed when he says to me,
- Do you want me to leave now?
- Leave ? For what ?
- You might need a little time. It's been a busy evening and I can understand why you need to process it all.
- I don’t need more time, 1 said, moving closer to him. I want you as you are with this magnificent Wolf as a bonus. I just regret that he can't talk to me, that we can't talk together like we both do.
You really surprised him you know. He was so happy to meet you, to feel your touch, your caresses. I had never seen he like this.
“It really is breathtaking” I said, pulling him across the apartment to guide us to the chair.
- I'm going to end up being jealous if you keep complimenting him like that.
- You're in no danger, handsome brunette. I've got you covered, I said, straddling him.
- Really ? He said, sliding his hands under my t-shirt.
- Really Dorian. I told you, you are mine and I am yours.