Chapter 12
The breeze ran across the clearing, in my direction, bending the grasses, making it look like a green body of water for a moment.
I’m not sure what to make of this, but judging from the fast flutters my middle is doing right now, it’s a welcome surprise.
"Anna?" He took big strides to me. His brows cinched together as he drew closer. “What are you doing out here?”
I rose and quickly, wiping my cheeks. He’s seen enough of me and my blubbering.
I flash him a smile and hide my messed up life. "Just…out…clearing my head..." I bite my lip as I come to the realization his toned, hard body is naked in front of me in full light. I give my head a shake and smile again. "What are you...."
He thumbs over his shoulder and his confusion seemed to grow deeper on his face. "I was just running by when I scented...” He looks behind him then turns back to me.
"What like another rogue?" I crossed my arms.
He slowly shakes his head. His eyes peer at me a bit. "No..." He steps into my space and his threads his fingers into my hair. He’s kind of acting mesmerized or drunk? “It was you.” He says softly as he leans his head closer to mine.
My eyes widen as my heart skips a beat then I smell it. A thick scent of woods and spices. It surrounded me. It filled me and made me feel lightheaded. My middle started to warm as I stare intently into his eyes. This must be my imagination. I have to be caught up in the moment. Wishing it was happening, so my mind is making it up.
Even if this was a delusion of my mind, I didn’t want him to stop. He planted his soft lips on mine and I surrendered myself.
My core grew hot as I slid my arms around his waist. I pulled him into me as held my head in his hands. As if his kiss was magic, everything seemed to dissolve away. David, Michael, Karver...everything. It was just River and me. No problems. No questions. No complications. I felt…peace.
He pulls back and runs the pad of his thumb across my bottom lip as he leaves no space between us. I slowly opened my eyes.
“Why are you out here, Anna?” He whispers as he gazes into my dreamy eyes.
I’m still a little lightheaded as he plays with my lips. “Looking for something.” I say quietly.
“What?” He gently kisses me again. “What are you looking for?”
I try to think. “I…don’t know.” I lock with his eyes again. “I’m…I’m not sure…”
His fingertips trace my lips and gently float across my cheek. “Maybe…you need to stop looking.” His voice is low. “Maybe you should just let things happen.”
He kisses me again and his scent seems to kick up a notch. It fills my senses and the heat I was just starting to extinguish, came back stronger than before.
I wrap my arms around his neck and he fists my hair. His other hand slides to my ass cheek. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around him. He lowers us to the grass and I sit on his thighs.
He breaks the kiss, pulls my head back. He kisses my neck with little nips up to my lobe.
“River…” I breathe.
I’m not sure if this is my bad habits or something else. All I know is, he makes my knees weak and I can’t fight it. His arms around me make sense right now and that’s all I’m craving. Something…anything…to make sense.
He slides a hand between us and undoes the buckle to my chaps. He unbuttons my jeans, slides a hand down my stomach and pushes his fingers into my panties. I feel him hit my core and I moan on his lips. His thick finger enters my slit and he finds my clit. I grip his head harder as his touch sends shock through my system.
The flicks and circles he’s making, causes my body to shake and quiver. I’m flooded with sexual feelings I didn’t know I had left. Everything from desire to euphoria.
The little voice in my head is saying stop, but my heart and libido are cheering me on. My wolf is all over the place. I can’t understand her as she shoving all kinds of feelings into me.
He breaks the kiss and watches me with slit eyes as he pulls my head back.
“Yes, Anna.” He purrs. “You’re so wet…”
“…God, River….Like that…” I hang onto his shoulder as he holds my back with one hand. I feel that hand go up my t shirt and unhook my bra. He moves it to my front and pushes the cups up off my breasts. He pinches my nipple as his fingers slide to my entrance and push in.
I roll my head back. “God, yes!!”
“So wet and tight…” He growls.
I raise my head and place my forehead on his as I start to ride his fingers. I’m moaning as my lust filled eyes lock with his.
“That’s it, baby…Come for me.” He gives a little smirk.
As his finger pumps me faster, I slide a hand under his arm to his back. I start to moan louder and bite his shoulder.
My pussy tightens and I feel my climax filling me. “Yesss…Oh, God…Yes!!” I moan loud into his skin.
My nails dig in and my body pushes my orgasm to the brink. “Fuck…River!...” I call out.
My pussy clamps and my orgasm rips through. Coating his finger in juices.
His lips meet my ear. “Get these jeans off.” He whispers a growl.
It took a bit with biker gear on, but River ripped my jeans off and he laid me in the grass. He kissed me hard as my knees hugged his chest. His fingers kept me wet while he pushed up my t-shirt and sucked on my nipples. I held his hair as he traveled down to my core.
His tongue enters my slit and I arch back. His tongue was even better that his hand. “Fuck! Yes, River!”
He lapped at my clit and sucked on it. The tip of his tongue flicked it fast and I couldn’t hold back. “YESSS!...”
He comes back up, wiping his chin. He’s smiling a hungry smile. “I wanted to do this for so long.” I bite my lip as he parts my legs wide, fists himself and enters me to the base. He holds my nape as I scream out.
“Goddamn, Anna…you feel so fucking good…” He growls as his starts to rock. His hard dick slamming my pussy deep.
“Yes!…River…Yesss!” My body explodes in pleasure and I arch back.
He thrusts faster, hooking a leg and pushing it back so he can get deeper. “Yes, Anna. Give me another, baby…” He pants. His eyes never leave my face.
He braces himself and slams my ass harder. His hand holds my hip as he bares down and clenched his teeth. “Fuck, Anna…I want to come with you…” He growls and pushes more almost folding me in half.
My muscles tense and my insides turn to white hit flames. “YESSS!...RIVER, YESSS!” I grab his arms and grip them tight as he give it his all. He pummels my pussy and I feel him swell.
Our orgasms meet in the middle. I soak him with my juices and his release fills me.
“YES, ANNA!” He growls loud enough that birds fly away in the surrounding trees. He arches back, thrusts a few more strokes then falls into my arms. His back is coated in sweat and his hair is soaked. He’s breathing heavy on my chest. Numbness and tingles flow through my body as the endorphins travel around my veins.
I gently pet the back of his head as he kisses the side of mine. He moves to my lips, giving me small kisses.
“That was amazing.” He whispers. He smiles a toothy smile.
I gave a little half smile as I start to come to reality and realize where this has to stop. “Yeah…It was.”
He pulls out and moves his hips off me. He lays over me, petting my head. “Anna. I know there’s a lot going on. I don’t want to pressure you in any way, but…”
I push him off and find my panties. “River, I think I know what you’re going to say. Things are just really complicated right now. I don’t think now’s a good time…”
“I just…” He starts.
I turn my head to him. “I understand. I just don’t have the room to build something new right now. I’m sorry.”
He rubs his neck. “No…No, it’s OK. I can understand that. You…have a life and I just walked into it…It’s cool…I completely understand.” He stands and cleans off the dirt and grass off his legs. “I’m sorry…I shouldn’t have…” He motions to where we were laying.
I put on my last boot and hold up a hand. “No. River. It’s OK. It’s just…I have a thing about getting attached.”
He chuckles as he looks around the clearing and places his hands on his hips. “Hey, that’s perfect.” He motions to me. “No problem. It was fun, right?” An awkward smile crosses his lips.
I stand and fix my chaps then my bra. “Yes, it was…River…” I want to tell him I’m not totally rejecting him, but he keeps interrupting me.
He starts to back up. “No worries. We'll…um…we'll do it…again…sometime…have fun…I mean.”
I get the feeling I embarrassed him.
“I’ll…see you around.” He grins, turns and shifts. His black wolf shakes out his fur and he runs into the woods.
After a bit, I hear a long howl. It’s not sad. It's something else. Is he…celebrating?
I shake my head and walk to my bike. The warm wind kicks up and swirls around me. “Don’t even say it, David.” I wave a hand back to the clearing as I enter the trees.