Rain: Book 3 of Playing for Keeps

So, Wolf do you have a woman? No, I do not have a woman. I have one in mind and unless I can claim her I will never claim a woman. This woman is the only one for me. I made a big mistake once and I don't think she will ever forgive me. It might take a long time for her to forgive you I said looking at him. This is the man that my daughter loves and she is carrying his child.

So, what can I do for you Beast asked me. I am looking for your daughter Rain. What do you want with her? It is between Rain and myself. I have to see her. To talk to her. To let her know that I do love her. I did not want her to leave me. But I did not know how to tell her that. I see. Well, you have a problem on your hands, Wolf. She left the club. She will not return until the day I die per Rain.

Between you, Beast, and her twin sister Sunshine you all did one hell of a number on her. I know what I did. I should have never let her walk out that door but I did. I did not have the right to ask her to stay. Not after she figured out what my original plan had been. I did not plan on falling in love with Rain but I did. I will do whatever it takes to have her back in my life again.

Wolf, I can't see her letting you get near her right now. She is hurting really bad. I am just as much to blame as her sister and Beast. If I were you, Wolf. I would make sure that Beast can't claim that child your sister is carrying. Oh, he can't. My VP has claimed my sister as his woman. That makes the child his. And my whole club will swear to it. I like your style.

So if he wants a child he has to get someone else pregnant. I know it will not be Rain's sister. He blames her for his having to claim her when he did not want her. You should have been here earlier when Rain gave them both hell. She also told them when she becomes president that she is more or less going to rain hell down on them and when they ask to leave the club she will refuse to let them because she plans on making their life hell.

Now you see another reason I feel in love with Rain. She is vindictive and when someone fucks with her she gets her revenge. Everyone thought that Rain was too nice. That she would always forgive people but they are finding out that she will forgive you once or twice by not after that. Rain is also a very caring person. She loves her family. But when she hates. She hates. You do not want to make an enemy of her and her own sister and boyfriend found that out.

She made a promise to Sunshine that she would make sure that she never had a child of her own but have to watch her carry a child, give birth to that child, and raise that child. And she had such an evil grin when she told her that. It will be interesting to see how she manages all this. But I am sure she has already thought it all out.

Will you please let Rain know I was looking for her and I will never give up on her. I will never claim a woman unless it is her. We stood up and walked out the door and drove away from Beast's club. When we arrived back at the farm White Dove ran out the door. You did not find her? No, I said. But I did meet her sister. She is such a bitch. She looked me up and down and I told her I was not interested. The look on her face was one of shock.

Beast said that Rain left and will not return to the club until the day he dies and she has to take over as president. That could be years. It could be a lot of years Wolf. Your child could be a grown man or woman before Beast dies. Or even retires. We will keep looking for her White Dove. I promise you I will never stop. I love her. But it could be too late Wolf. You should never have let her walk away. You should have told her you loved her but you didn't.

I walked into the house and to my room. I lay down on my bed and thought about Rain's smile, her laughter, the way when she got angry or was hurt she would start baking. I missed her voice and laughter. It is too quiet here. If I don't find her soon I will go back to the club. Work more hours at the garage, and going on runs. Keep myself busy so I don't think about her all the time.

I stood up and walked out to the kitchen and grabbed a liquor bottle and walked back to my room. I watched as Wolf left the kitchen and looked at my brothers. Look, White Dove, he brought this on himself. I had already talked to him about what he would do if he fell in love with her. I tried to tell him that he should not send her back home. He could have stopped her but he didn't.