Chapter 398
Shu Tian saw the fragility in his eyes and how much he looked forward to and begged for her forgiveness and opportunity.
Shu Tian did not expect him to prepare these tonight. She did not have any preparation at all. She looked at the petals and candles at her feet and the carefully made environment around her. Her heart was filled with enthusiasm. This man was used to being aloof, so every time he lowered his head, she could not help but soften her heart. Five years ago, she was, and now she was.
After calming down, she said slowly, "I didn't expect to meet you in england in five years, nor did I expect to come back to J City with you. All of this happened very suddenly. I didn't know..."
"I know, I know everything." The man's breath was also trembling, and he could feel the waves in his heart. "I don't expect you to forgive me completely in your heart. I just want you to give me a chance to take care of you and your child." Li Han was telling the truth. The thought that he had not been by their side all these years and that the two of them were helpless, but he had not done his best, made him feel even more indebted.
After all, Shu Tian could not hold back the tears in her eyes, and the crystal liquid burst out of her eyes. She shook her head, afraid that she would misunderstand, "I don't want your compensation and sympathy. I don't need it."
"I don't sympathize with you, nor will I sympathize with you. We are both the most hurt in this relationship. What position do I have to sympathize with you?" Li Han looked at the fragile look on her crying face and couldn't help but step forward and pull her into his arms. His fingertips loved you and gently brushed away the tears on her face. His tall body bent down slightly, his forehead pressed against hers, and his eyes were deeply attached.
Shu Tian's head was dizzy from the shock and she couldn't breathe from crying. She almost indulged in this warm embrace, but thinking of how she felt in prison five years ago, Shu Tian couldn't help but shiver.
"What's wrong?" Sensing her, Li Han looked down at her.
Shu Tian sobbed. "Li Han, you always ask me why I don't want to be with you again. It's not that I don't want to be with you, it's nothing else. I haven't had anyone else in the past five years, and I'm innocent with Meng Shichuan. But I can't forget the feeling that you sent me to prison five years ago. When I first went to the united states, I was pregnant with Xiao. If I didn't sleep well at night, I would always dream of the damp bed in the prison and the white walls on all sides. I was too scared. I felt like I was a murderer. I trusted you so much that you could call for help but made the decision I was most afraid of. I couldn't forget the feeling of being deprived of the last glimmer of hope in a desperate situation..."
It was the first time five years later that she talked about what happened five years ago. Li Han knew that at this moment, her heart was open to him. She let him see how painful her heart was.
"It's my fault, it's my fault. I thought it was good, so I forced you to leave. I know it's too late to say anything now. What I miss is that I miss. So even if I give everything for you and your child now, I will give you the best life." Li Han held Shu Tian's palm-sized face in both hands and looked at her tear-stained face. Her heart ached, but the love in her eyes was burning. "There's something I haven't had a chance to say."
Shu Tian looked up into those deep eyes, almost burned by the surging emotions. Her heart was pounding, beating again and again, faster and faster, shaking her limbs, as if something was about to collide with her body.
Everything around him quieted down, and there was nothing else in sight except him.
For a long time, she heard the man's slightly choked voice and said these five words almost trembling -
"Tian tian, I love you."
All the strength in his body was taken away in this passionate confession, and he could not resist any strength. He looked at the eyes that reflected his appearance like a fool.
He loved her, whether it was five years ago when she was in deep trouble or now five years later. However, time had changed, but this relationship had never changed.
When a person comes to this world for the rest of his life, he can't bring anything with him or leave anything behind. Thinking about it, it is just a fleeting dream. The only thing that can change is the person who loves you.
It was not for nothing that she came here. At least he was there. These five years were not a blank for her.
Shu Tian knew how important the word "Love" was to this man, and it was precisely because he knew that it would impact him so much. He never said it easily, because he cared too much. How could it be indifferent to say it affectionately at this time?
Li Han looked at her in a daze. He was like a man waiting for a verdict in the dock. He would say whatever he wanted to say, and wait for her final judgment.
But as time passed, the little woman in her arms did not respond. The romantic and warm atmosphere was tinged with a trace of restraint because of this silence, and Li Han's hand holding her was a little stiff. He was very nervous and nervous. He wanted her to give an answer quickly, but he didn't know if she would refuse. He didn't dare to ask or urge her. He could only wait at a loss.
The candle beside her feet was burning slowly. It was a good scented candle. After burning, there was no bad smell in the air, but a faint smell of lavender. However, shu tian did not seem to be able to smell it. The smell of this man was all over her nose.
A familiar and reassuring smell.
After a long time, Shu Tian recovered from the shock and was embraced by the strong masculinity. Countless intimate scenes appeared in her mind one by one. Blood ran through her limbs, stirring her heart. Her pulse beat wildly, and finally converged on her left chest. Only then did she realize that in the face of this man's touch and confession, She couldn't just turn a blind eye.
Even though reason told her to stay away and draw a line as clearly as she had in the past five years, she could not control it at all. She found that it was not because she was so determined that she had been silent for so long, but because she had never gotten such a grand "Reconciliation."
It was useless because she still loved this man in her heart.
Realizing this, the tears that had just stopped burst again. Shu Tian cried like a tearful person, and the emotions that she had suppressed for five years exploded at this moment. "Oh, Li Han, you bastard, do you think I'm done with an apology and a confession? Do you know how much I've been through these five years? I gave birth to your child, raised him for you, and spent most of my youth for you. Even if there was no response, it was all for you, for you bastard..."