Chapter 45
My Not Yet Mate
Chapter 45- MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING
Kalani (Trigger warning)
Kalani sat in front of Lily with her legs crossed. She held out her hands to Lily who took them. Sommer positioned herself behind Lily and wrapped her arms around her.
“Lily, honey, I want to do something with you today, if that’s okay?”
She nodded. “Alright.”
“So, do you remember how Sasha heals you?” She nodded again. “Well, I can do similar healing, but mine is different. I can heal your feelings. Is that something you think you would like to try?”
Lily swallowed, but agreed. “What do I do?”
“You guide me around the places in your memories that hurt you.”
“And what will you do?”
“I will do my best to help you. I can’t guarantee you that it will be healed in one session, but I will do my best to fix this for you, no matter how many times we have to do this.”
“Is this safe for my baby? The baby.”
She flushed and Kalani wanted to sigh. She hated when Lily referred to her fetus as the baby. She was trying so hard not to get attached. She brushed Lily’s hair back.
“Yes, it is completely safe.”
“Okay. I’m ready.”
“Close your eyes.”
Kalani waited for her to obey, before she followed suit and let herself get light. When she opened them, she was standing next to Lily. She slowly reached out to touch her shoulder.
“Lily?”
“Lani? This is weird.”
Kalani smiled at her. “It is. Whenever you are ready, we can move through your memories.”
Lily hesitated. “Are you sure?”
Kalani took her hand. “Yes, love. I got you. Nobody can hurt you. I’m here to protect you.”
Lily looked away and took a deep breath. The scene wavered out of focus, before snapping back. Lily was standing in front of a stove stirring a pot of stew. A moan came from behind her and Kalani turned to look, Guriel was fucking a woman on the island behind her while Lily focused intently on the food. He was thrusting into the woman ferociously and suddenly he stopped.
“Lilianna! Come here!”
She began to shake. “Dinner is almost done, Loatie. Please, give me five minutes. I’ll bring it right to you.”
Kalani watched as Guriel stood up straight and his chair toppled backwards. Kalani pulled her guide Lily around in front of her and hugged her close to her body. Guriel pinned the vision Lily against the stove and started grinding against her. Tears poured down her face and she struggled to get away.
“Please, please. Don’t.”
Guriel growled and tore her pants off. He bent her over the stove and forced her legs apart. Lily tried to get away, but he held her down harder. He looped the kitchen towel around her wrists and tied it to the oven door. He rubbed his cock between her legs and she thrashed, screaming.
Chapter 45- MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING
No! Please. Don’t. STOP!”
He pushed inside of her and she screamed out in pain. He kept thrusting inside of her and the Lily in Kalani’s arms whimpered. Kalani pushed peace and comfort into her, murmuring softly to her as she continued to watch the memory play out. He gripped her around the neck and pulled her hair back. He bit into
er neck and she screamed again. Her head smashed into the pot and it spilled all over her, causing her to scream again in agony.
He grabbed another towel and put it on her back to keep the scalding food from rolling down onto him as he finished. He pulled out and untied her wrists. She collapsed on the ground, still crying out in pain which was made worse by her landing in the scalding food. He cleaned himself up with the towel, before he Chrew it at her face.
“Clean this shit up! Oh, and happy birthday.”
He grabbed the woman’s hand and tugged her out of the kitchen as Lily pulled the towel off of her face, leaving a streak of his semen down her cheek. She slowly got up on her hands and knees to clean up the mess. She turned the stove off and spooned the stew on the bottom of the pot into a bowl. She took it to him, walking gingerly. She bowed to him and he grabbed her hair. He bent her head back to run his eyes over her face.
“Go fucking shower, slut.”
He pushed her away and she stumbled against the wall. She hurried out of the room and quickly showered. She crawled under her bed to sleep. She curled up in the fetal position. Her door was pushed open and she bit her hand to keep from screaming out. He looked around the room, before inhaling. His eyes flashed red, before he stomped over to the bed. He got on the floor to peer at her. He smiled coldly.
“Eye spy with my little eye, a little tramp that needs to be taught a lesson,” he taunted.
He pulled her out from under the bed and threw her down onto it. She tried to crawl across it, but he pulled her back. He pulled out a couple zip ties and attached her wrists to the headboard. She bucked and begged him to stop. He ignored all of it. He jerked her pants off and climbed up on top of her. He glared at her.
“I told you, you were mine. You tried to leave me. You cheated on me, seeing that asshole behind my back. For that, you need to be punished.”
She closed her eyes. “He’s my mate,” she whispered, defiantly.
He growled and slapped her. “I’m your mate. You are mine! MINE!,” he yelled as he forced her legs apart again.
“NO!”
The scene wavered, before another replaced it. Lily was in the shower. Kalani looked down at her guide, curiously. This was a different bathroom. Just how many times had he moved her? Lily’s terrified look as she stared at herself made Kalani’s anxiety rise. The bathroom door knob turned and Lily screamed. She cowered in the corner of the shower. Kalani turned to look at the door. The scene froze. Lily buried her face in Kalani’s shirt.
“Please, no.”
She rubbed Lily’s back, as she glared at the door where she just knew that Guriel was waiting to assault her again.
“It’s okay. You control this. We can stop.
The vision faded as Lily collapsed her arms. They sank to the floor and Kalani pushed comfort through her harder. She held Lily as she sobbed and Kalani wanted to hunt the fucker down. She longed to kill him over and over again. She knew he was dead, but however he died was way too good for him. Kalani rubbed her back.
“That’s enough for today, Lily. Let’s go home.”
Kalani let herself grow heavy and she went back to her body. She opened her eyes to see Sommer holding Lily tight while Lily’s tears soaked her shirt. Kalani moved over to them and wrapped her legs around Sommer’s waist, cocooning Lily safely between them.
“Shhh, sweetheart. You’re safe. We’re here with you. You will never be alone again. I promise.”