Call me Alpha

Ashira's POV

"You're crazy, Luce." I shook my head in disbelief. What has gotten into her? Escaping a mate, and an Alpha at that is simply not possible.

"I'll be more crazy being with Jacob, Ashi! Please!"

I never saw Lucy like this... broken. Or lost. I can hardly tell. Her eyes has puffed just from the bits of tears and I can say she's been crying a lot to have such sensitive eyes.

I'm not sure if I must help her but a part of me pity her. I don't want to see her like this. Never. "How do you plan this exactly? I'm not agreeing with your idea but I'm curious how you'll pull this off." I said, calmly. Im trying to digest the situation. Avoiding to decide hastily or this could be worse. But it can be better, too. Oh, god. This will sure explode my head.

"Youre not agreeing yet."her voice is full of hope. "You won't do much, Ash. All I ask is someone to cover for me. Even Harley won't back me up." she whined and kicked her feet in the air. She looks so devastated, frustrated.

"Harley?" I asked, trying to keep up with the conversation.

"His Gamma!"

"Oh. No wonder he don't support the idea, Luce. It's crazy. I won't favor it either.” I commented. It's true. I'm not trying to favor her. Her mate is an Alpha and I won't stand a chance with him. If he is Aiden, then I might but Jacob looks tough and hard to kid around.

She rolled his eyes to me then looked at me again with those hopeful pair.of eyes. Sigh. Lucy is being Lucy again. No one can break her thoughts, let alone her decisions.

"Come on, Ash. This is the first time I've ever set my foot outside his land, hell, outside his house! I can't stay with him! I needed space between us."

"That space will also torture you, Luce. One way or the other, you'll suffer. And he will find you.”

"I know that but at least he'll suffer, too! Please Ashi! I have no one in his pack and now I have you here. You're my only hope.”

Her face is red. I can tell that her frustration is up on the ledge, yet I can't decide. But I want to. But again, what may happen to her?

'l can hear you, guys."

I jumped when I heard Seth inside my had. Shit. I forgot that we're on a normal room. I didn't expect that we'll be talking about something private like this. What if someone else is out there?

'ls anybody outside right now?"

“Nah. Everyone went to the pack building. Harley even. Both of you are under my custody until lunch.’

“That's good. Please keep this between us." And I hope Seth still trust me enough to keep a secret again with me.

"Ash! Come on! I hope you're thinking of backing me up with that silence.” Luce interjected when I'm on a long pause. Heck. This is sheer pressure.

“Always. But please don't consider helping your friend."

I sighed when Seth answer me. Though his opinion is, once again, opposite of what I am thinking. Or what my mind is entertaining.

I looked at Luce. She's not looking at me and stares at the blank canvass on the wall. She's waiting for me to speak, letting me decide. She is trying to pursue me but she still let me choose.

"I'm thinking but I'm not sure with your idea. You might face consequences for this, and you'll get me in trouble."

"Who cares? You love trouble. Please, Ashiii!"

Ugh. I did lived like nothing matters but ever since I'm placed in my stealer-situation, it's hard to say that I'm still the same rule-breaking, rebellious and all fun girl.

After what I encountered, all those problems and pain, I can't love the trouble back because trouble seems too attached to me now.

"Plus, I assure you that this plan is smooth and you won't be in danger. Promise.” she added.

I frowned. What the hell is her plan?

"What is it, exactly?"

"Okay. So I need to be with you. Alone. And-" her eyes are all excited to share what she got in mind. "I can't be alone. Aiden won't let me be alone. Seth always comes with me."

"Who's Seth?" she fired back.

"Aiden’s third-in-command.”

She rolled her eyes.

"Ugh. Gamma's are untrustworthy, Ash. We need to be alone. Just the two of us.” Okay. I think Harley did ruin every Gamma ideals for her.

"Seth's nothing like your Harley. Believe me. And like I said, it's impossible to be alone.”

She paused for a second. I'm sure she's trying to think of some ways to redirect the plan and shove Seth away from it but when she frowned, I knew she got none.

Well, give it to Luce. She loves her ideas. She loves planning. But she never sets an after plan. No plan B, C or so forth.

"Well, do you think we can talk with this Seth?" she asks and I smiled at her and nodded.

'No way I'll agree.’ Seth hardly differed.

I sighed. I'll deal with him later because I can't talk to the both of them, whining, and at the same time.

"We can talk to him. But he have his own head, Luce, he'll decide for himself." I said.

"Ugh! This is frustrating! This is not how I imagined myself once I found him!"

Her face was sad, angered but the tears that flow in her eyes told me how blue she is.

Never have I ever saw Luce like this. Between the two of us, I'm the lifeless one and she's all lively and joy. I'm the mind and she's the body. We're a perfect match of friends. There's no loophole when we're together. She's strong physically and I'm weak. She's deciding things hastily while I love to plan and organize things.

Though I kinda become like her around Aiden. Just letting the fate flow after unplanned decisions. Maybe this is what the mate bond does. It messes up our system.

"Okay, let's hear the plan.” I said. Seriously willing to consider her plan.

She sniffs and sat straight. She cleared her throat and waved her hands like fan over her face. "Well, if there's no way we can be alone, I guess we could try talking with your protector. Though he needed to agree."

"And? What if Seth agree? What's your plan?"

"If he agrees, then we need to lie with our mates. Something like we'll bond tonight or girl's night out, that sorts.”

"That sounds easy. Where's the tough part?"

She smirks. "Thats the thing. There will be no tough parts. Once they let us go, you'll escort me at the border, and poof! I'll be far away before that jerk found out.”

I snorted. She's always so easy-going. It's not like she can get out of what hell she was trying to escape and feel no difficulties. That's too ideal and unreal.

"That's crazy. They will ask us where you are.” I pointed out one flaw.

"And who said you knew?" she immediately responds. For a while, I'm convinced that she thought well about this. "That's where I need you as a cover. You'll say I had taken off when you're at the bathroom or you thought I was at the bathroom. Then I'm gone.” she even clapped her hands in the air, producing a popping sound. "He won't blame you at all. Jacob knew from the first place that I want out with our bond. He knew I'm itching to run away from the first place. Why do you think he can't let me off his eyes? It's not because he love me, silly. It's because I might run away and our bond will burden his duties.”

I felt like a needle just poked on my chest. Bleeding me inside. I feel pained from her words. It's as if she mirrored every ache that she suffers.

How could Jacob do that? Aiden plays push and pull with me but at the end of the day, he always make me feel flustered and even with no clear words, I knew how he feels. I sense it. And I believed it.

"You can just reject him, Luce.” I suggested instead. "What if harm comes your way once you wander?"

Please, let her see through the light!

"I'm doing this because my wolf is being stubborn and her knees always turn Jell-O whenever that jerk touches me! And you need not to worry about my safety, Ash, I can protect myself. You know that.”

I sighed. I'm left with words to console her or make her think another way but I'll still try since I'll help her still in the end.

"I know you're strong, a great fighter, but it's dangerous out there, Luce. Where will you go? If you went back to Regal, he'll find you still."

"I'm not going back there. Mom will freak out and might send me back herself. I have somewhere to go and I can't leak that information to you or else they'll grip you tight for it. It's better that you don't know where I'll go next.”

I decided not to speak. I'm out of reasonings anyway. And I'll help her either way. But I guess it's worth trying.

"Well? Are you in?" she asked, impatient of my silence.

I sighed. Is there really no way to straighten her head?

I saw Jacob's jaw tightened and I prayed that he finally agrees with the idea or else I would lose control over keeping a straight face while lying in front of two Alphas.

This is nerve-wrecking

At last, Jacob sighed. "Fine. But bring Harley with you." he said to Luce who quickly rolled her eyes on him.

"Your Gamma is no fun! I suggests for him to stay.” she sounds so childish that my jaw tightened. "He don't need fun to guard you." he said in a low but hard voice. I saw Luce kicked under the table, frustrated of him.

"Well, I need fun! And if you insist on letting him join us, then I want the sleepover!”

"Your friend acts like a brat.’ Aiden said inside my head and I felt his lips on my shoulders. Instantly, I was up in the air. I'm so high on him!

I turned to Aiden when he stops planting a soft wet kiss on my skin and he smiled at me.

“She's not like that at all. Believe me.

He smiled and shook his head, amused and far from believing my words. I chuckled. Damn, it's like we have our own worlds. I turned to the couple who's exchanging deadly stares again and pursed my lips.

I felt entertained with their argument. I find it cute. Jacob is intimidating but seeing that Luce is not affected by it is so fun to watch.

Though I hoped Luce felt the same and too bad she felt the opposite.

"Then have that sleepover.” Jacob said at last. The side of his lips arched as he crossed his arms on his chest, challenging Lucy who's near on exploding any time soon.

I thought she will throw a bomb at her mate but her face turned red and instead of yelling at his face, her eyes softens, almost crying but with anger.

"I hate you." she said in a low voice as she gritted her teeth with somewhat disgust. She stood up and walked away, heading outside the house.

I watched Jacob's expression as he watched Lucy from walking away. I'm not sure but I saw a glint of pain in his eyes though he kept a straight and stern face.

This one is a handful too. A hard way handful.

Jacob turned to me and sighed as he shook his head before looking past my shoulder, to Aiden. "Will Seth be with her?" he asked Aiden and nodded on my way.

"Yeah." Aiden simply responded.

He moved his gaze away and nodded slowly. "Tell her I'll be here when she comes back." he said in a low voice and his eyes snapped a look at me.

I nodded and smiled. "I will.”

"Oh, God! I can't believe he took the bait!"

Luce didn't stop laughing and smiling like crazy as we walk to Aiden’s spot. Or should I say, our spot.

Going back to this place sends a lot of memories on my head. This is where we first make up without hurting each other with words or actions. This is where I felt how deep I'm drowning into him.

"He seemed serious about you though.” I said carefully. Lucy snorted and looked away like she hated what I just said.

"Don't be deceived. He can play well and smooth with this game. I never win with him but now.” then she looked at me, her eyes are sad but she managed to beam and grin

"God! I missed you!" then she jumped on me and hugged me right like her eyes are not sad seconds before.

"Ugh. Can't breathe.”

She laughed hard. "Oh my, there's a river?” she asked, the water currents are now obvious in the air, the sound is loud enough to cut her laughter and looked at me with widening eyes, mesmerized and already looking forward to the spot.

"Yup. And it's too bad, we'll miss skinny dipping.”

There's a falls back to the Regal pack. It's not private like Aiden's spot and wolves come and go there but Luce and I always find ourselves alone there at midnight. We would drink, eat, and swim as the moon kissed our skin. I miss all that.

"Wht said we'll miss it? We'll swim first before I go!”

My eyes widened but I just laughed from her insanity. Damn this girl.

She circled her arms on my neck and we both laugh, only interrupted by Seth's snorting sound. "Got a problem, pup?" Luce snapped to him, grinning. I bet Seth's constantly irritated whenever she calls him 'pup'. And surely, my friend is deeply enjoying her time.

"Oh, no. It's just that I'm a guy and trapped with two besties talking about skinny dipping like I won't be there as well."

"Oh! You can watch us, we won't mind!" she teased. Of course, I do mind! But I know she's teasing him. Hell, I don't believe we'll swim on the river like she said. I bet she's itching to escape Jacob's claws that she's not thinking of playing around.

"And face Aiden’s wrath? No fucking way." then Seth grins at me.

We reached the clearing and had an eyeful of the best night scenery right before our eyes. I can picture it on a daylight, with all those greens and blue water. Damn. I'll ask Aiden to be with me here on daytime.

"This is beautiful.” Lucy murmurs, her eyes were all fascinated with the view and I couldn't agree more. This exact place made me love Aiden's pack. Well, our pack. This part of the land is so serene, peaceful. It's like my heart was wrapped on a warm hand and I'm sure Luce felt the same.

"And that's the reason that this is Aiden's spot.” I grinned at her, proud of the nature's gift in front of us.

She poked my rib and her lips formed a playful smile. I instantly flushed. I knew her too well. Enough to think that her mind is clouded by every green thought about me and Aiden right this instant.

"He shared it to you! Huh! I wonder what naughty stuff you did in here-"

"Oh, shut up!" I burst out laughing and smack her on her arms.

She laughed hard. "Your virgin act won't work now, silly! I can smell him all over you, you'll be slap if you deny it!"

I laughed even more. "I won't deny anything! Drop the subject, can you?"

We settled on a fine grass and hugged each other as we sat. Seth didn't join as and kept his pace, already on guard.

"I envy you, in a way." she softly murmurs. I glanced at Seth who's standing a few meters away from us and I knew he can hear our talk. "I wish for him to take me, claim me fully, every single time. And he would just torture me."

Torture? I was silenced as I study her words. Was Jacob kept cheating on her?

"Torture how exactly?" I decided to ask than to burst my head with questions.

She smiled at me and looked away. The moonlight shone on her eyes and I'm sure I saw sadness in it

"Pleasure deprivation.” she whispers like Seth won't hear it at all. But I knew he will. Luce won't look at me and I know she's ashamed.

My eyes grew wide and I can't understand what it meant at first. Only to be slapped by the thought I never imagined for her to experience.

Even though I had a clue inside my head, I decided to speak.

"I'm not following..."

She laughed. "What a virgin despite being not." she laughed but I'm too curious that I can't laugh back. "You can ask your man to do it, makes you come with his everything but that. I promise, you'll be hell-bent.” then she winks at me.

I flushed upon realizing what she meant. Jacob was... Damn it. I can't even tolerate Aiden’s teasing. His effects on me is so strong because of the bond and it kills me that I want him. Always.

And Luciann is what? She's reaching her edge without having her mate whole. That's fucking depressing!

"Hey, pup! Come over here." she yelled to Seth that distracts me from my thoughts. I heard Seth sighed and shook his head but walked closer to us with lazy steps.

"What?" he asked and slumped himself on the ground beside me.

"How far is the border from here?" She asked. Emotions.

"North border. Though guards are tough there so I suggest you run east.” I can imagine how he wanted to get rid of Luce fast.

"Guards won't be a problem. I'll go North."

"You're crazy.” Seth shook his head then he snapped his head to the back, standing at the process "What is it?" I looked past my shoulder, trying to sense what he’s sensing. I'm starting to doubt my senses. It seems I'm a slowpoke when it comes to awareness but with Aiden, my wolf is on high. "Oh, no." Luce stood up as well. Her face is a knot and I saw annoyance and irritation in it.

"What? What's happening?"

I'm on my feet next and I'm not sure what is it that their sensing.

"I guess you failed tonight." Seth whispered and from then, I knew someone is coming.

And I'm right. I can sense him. I can feel Aiden’s presence but my sense of smell and hearing failed to operate somehow. I can only smell him but I'm sure that he is not alone. The reaction of Luce and Seth answered me that.

"They can't be here! I needed to escape tonight!" Lucy is hysterical but her voice is low, preventing the words to reach someone's ears. When she turned to me, her eyes are almost pleading. "Ash..." she pleaded.

I'm sure Aiden is not alone but I'm not sure what got into me because the next thing I do, I turned to Seth and gave him a command.

"Meet them halfway. Tell them we're skinny dipping.” I whispered.

"What? Then what? You'll continue this-"

"Yes, fucking yes. We'll run North as you distract them."

"Aiden will-"

"I'll be back. I promise. Just play along. I'll make it seem like I run after her. Please... Just go before they come nearer."

Seth looked at me, studying my face like I'll change my mind but I looked at him with sincerity. I'm dead serious even if this situation is nerve-wrecking.

At last he sighed then he was gone.

I looked at Lucy and she nods at me. We run North with inhuman speed and I'm grateful that I'm good at my tracks.

Aiden's POV

"I can't believe this." I shook my head as Jacob and I walk sideways. On our way to my spot.

The bastard can't keep his ass on a chair and kept strolling back and forth as we drink. Then an hour later, he said he'll follow our mates and asked me to lead him the way.

And now we are. After a long moment of persuasion on his part and annoyance on my part. We are walking slow and lazy. Well, I'm being lazy.

"You're still at it? We're already heading there.”

I growled at his answer.

"Why don't you get laid so you'll stop behaving like a dog wiggling it's tail?"

He snorted. "I'm still waiting for that woman to beg."

A low 'pfft!" escaped my mouth as I heard his words.

"What the fuck?" Jacob exclaimed.

"You know nothing, brother. Just continue walking. Are we there yet?"

I laughed hard from his discomfort. Oh, man. The guy is whipped

"Half."

"Let's run. That would be faster.”

"Hush it, Brother.” I grinned when he rolled his eyes. "Let the girls have some fun.”

Jacob is young. He's twenty and took the Alpha title early this year because his Dad passed away from disease.

He is like my brother, yes. We grew up meeting at the middle section of each borders of our lands. We'll scare Rogues when we were kids or hunt food on our wolf form. That only stopped when I took over the pack at fifteen

My steps was slowed and my thoughts are distracted when I sense someone running to us. I immediately recognized the scent.

“Who-"

I cut Jacob's question before he could finish.

"It's Seth.”

A few seconds and he's in front of me. Huffing for air.

Why on earth is he here? I looked past his shoulder and I can't see Ashira nor her friend. Wary crawled on my skin like venom but I tried not to lose my cool.

"Why are you here?" I growled. I'm worried about what had happened that he's running to us like crazy but I tried keeping my poise.

"I don't think you guys should be there." his tongue almost twist from how fast he talked. "Woo!" Then he exhaled.

I frowned but it is Jacob who spoke first.

"And why is that?"

I glanced at him for a bit and turned to look at Seth again. His eyes are looking at mine then at Jacob's.

"They, uh, they're skinny dipping at the river.” he's almost hesitant and nervous that the frown on my forehead deepened.

What. Did. He. Just. Say?

"The fuck? And you're, what, watching them?" Jacob snarls and I saw his shoulder trembles.

I feel the same but I try to take control. I don't want to show how I want to have Ashira inside my arms again, to be able to see her, or be angered that my Gamma maybe saw her naked. I can't. Why?

Jacob is being unreasonable towards his mate and he needs to see the proper way for it to be done. I need to show him.

Or so how I think it should be.

Jacob is too uptight. Too possessive. It's choking his mate in the neck and it's toxic, I can tell. Any time soon and he might lose his mate.

I'm too attached with Jacob and I treat him like family so the last thing I'd like to see is for him to be wrecked and ruined by his own faults and flaws.

Seth looked at Jacob then to me then to Jacob again.

I sighed silently when he took a step backward and I knew he's being intimidated by Jacob's shaking figure.

I pat Jacob's shoulder hard then rested my palm where I sting it.

"Jake." I warned him and then looked at Seth who I'm not sure what hell took his tongue away. I gave him the look.

The open-your-motherfucking-mouth-or-I-will-kill-you look.

Seth gulped two times and stood straight after a couple of steps backwards.

"No. No." he repeats like he snapped out of it. "I'm not watching them. His mate is a tiger, I wouldn't dare." he said, mostly talking to me.

I chuckled and looked at Jacob who's now smirking. He stopped shaking and his expression turned cocky. Confident of his mate.

"We are their mates. It's okay if we go see-"

"I would not prefer for you to see my mate naked, would you?" I cut his words and he looked at me, slowly realizing what I meant. He then cleared his throat and looked away.

"I guess we should wait."

"Or lets go back to the ances-"

"ASHIRA! OH MY GOD! ASHI!!!"

I turned my heels when I hear Lucianna's voice. Its too far. Too far from here.

And I'm fucking sure they are not on my spot grounds.

"Shit." A murmur from Seth and he looked at me, paling. I growled. "Thats-"

I did not let him finish his words. I run North, to where I heard the voice.

Fuck me if something goes wrong with Ashira. Fuck me.

Sorry if I took long to update though I hope this is long enough and matched two chapters. @